Kite flying magic

Man, where did the time go. I wish i was like a person that could maximize and wring out the most from every situation. As the saying goes, "I aint getting any younger".

How ironic as the older I get the more rushed I feel to do, accomplish or become. But yet I don't act upon those urges... Why? Is it because I'm lazy?

I guess I got to schools of thought coursing through my being. But as the picture demonstrates the one that usually ends up winning is the one that just wants to "be". Man, I love this moment. I can look at this pic and the feelings of that day come back to me .

It doesn't really motivate me for going back to school eventhough I know I should.

I guess i wish i was a dynamo. that whole momentum thing is true, but yet it requires a lot of work and maintenance. Do I have it and can I sustain it? That's what I need to ask myself and work on. Maybe that's why I like the kite. It expends zero energy but yet it wants to just fly right out of your hands. Plus that and the magic of just "floating" in air and the awe of nature.